bloopers atbp.

i have just been too preoccuppied the past few days. i think there are just too many things that i've been weighing, and weighing ... and weighing, that i've often caught myself staring blankly at the mirror for at least five minutes in the morning before i take my shower. i guess i'm close to becoming insane (but so does many people, so i'm not really worried about that :p). the only thing that gets me back to reality is the fact that i'm about to be late for work and i know i should be rushing.

it's not a written rule at work, but people averagely shows up at around 9:30 - 10:00 in the morning. my house is about 20 minutes by walk, or 3 minutes by bus from the office. so i'm fairly lucky. the last weeks, i've been battling to get out of the bed at around 9:00 am just to be at the office by 9:40. that already includes my shower, toothbrush, getting something to wear, dabbing some light makeup and running a brush on my dripping wet long hair. feeling ko sister na ako ni Flash nyan.

however, the past days with too many things inside my head, i've been getting up a bit later than usual. thus, i've been doubly rushing myself to work. talbog ko na si Flash! i know i should stop this bad habit but it's just difficult to be motivated to get out of the bed! then finally, i had my wake up call.

i went to work this morning fairly happy since i arrived at around 9:53. that was close! but when i saw that everyone else was already at the office (including those who usually come later than me), i sensed something was wrong. then when i went to my cube, i was just speechless to see my table empty.

Shocks, where the heck is my laptop??? ... waaah, it's at home!!!! how could i have forgotten it?

i was already almost late, and i had to explain to my boss that i have to go home to get my laptop. i so wanted to be eaten by the carpet that very moment(and just go back to sleep hehe).

well, i so hated myself this morning, but i realized that it's a blessing i just live a few blocks away. after i got back with my laptop, i had to look uber-busy to redeem myself (para mabawi naman ang pagka tangengots ko). i just hope my boss won't have this etched in his mind.