juz about anything

so i haven't been keeping in touch lately. well, lemme see..i was on vacation for about two weeks, and just got back last friday. though, i'd say the days i spent in PI won't really pass up as a long break at all (well, just break from work, maybe), but there wasn't a day that i spent relaxing, or lazying around the beach, enjoying the sea breeze..nor did i spend any nights watching sunsets. each day was always scheduled with something to do, even up to the last minute. most are spent catching up with friends i haven't seen for months, and of course, spending "quality" time with my family. despite spending each "free" day i had in a frenzy, i say it was all worth it :D so that's what really matters, right?

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i hate lazy mornings. well, today, i slept for about more than the usual eight hours. i had to take the taxi to work (darn, lost my weekly budget again)..since monday, i was just too exhausted on almost anything. though i wasn't busy at all at work, and i managed to go home earlier than usual (to my housemates surprise), i still felt tired like i had such a busy day.

then i realized i haven't had any caffeine intake for the past two days. well, i took my regular coffee today cuz i can't just lag from work anymore. the luxury's fleeting as the week ends.. there'd be too much to catch up and i don't feel like spending an extra day at work this weekend.

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it's almost one a.m., but i'm still a bit high from all the dancing at the club tonite. i can't believe none of the other girls showed up, like i do mind sharing the guys that i could dance with. hehe. it also gets tiring, you know. but i do wish more girls show up the next time the gang goes to the club on wednesdays. at least i'd have more time to observe the other couples on the dance floor and practice on the styling.. or spinning. oh, how i suck at spinning.

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so this is one of the nonsense posts (i'm having several of these lately) in this almost nonsense blog.. but it seems that there's really nothing much going on around. as nats once complained why nothing interesting is happening to me here. well, aside from my salsa class, there's nothing else that keeps me busy outside work. even if the club offers free booze on fridays, i can't manage to drink more than a glass, or i'd make a mess out of myself... and there'd be no one to rescue me.. though there's this particular someone i won't mind being rescued. hehe. nah.. forget about that. it's all lame.

well, once i get myself a better budget for the month, i'll really take some tennis lessons.

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i wish i could have time to do a makeover at this blog. i think it badly needs one, as much as my life badly needs one.

sometimes we complain about things we wish for and couldn't get it, or nothing comes close to it. well, the Lord does have its own ways to say no for our wishes. however, sometimes, we too have to be careful about what we ask for, cuz we just might actually get it. hehe. that's a lesson learned for me today.

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another thing. i came across a quote that goes, "money can't buy happiness, but so does poverty".

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okay.. it's past 1 a.m...got to sleep now, no more extra dime for taxi tomorrow. darn coffee for keeping me awake !!

fri nyt thots

it's officially my first day for my two-week-long "break" from work. finally, i get to have the vacation that i rightfully deserve. well, right after juggling my time, and my mind from one project to another without even a breather in between, i say, i really do deserve this.

i was supposed to leave early from office today. however, the chili chili crab i had last night didn't have a very good effect on me. i had a hard time sleeping, and i woke up so early. what was with the crab i had that night? hmm.must be some stimulant or something. or i just can't sleep on a heavy stomach?

despite the stress from work and lack of sleep, i didnt head off to the apartment right after. i just can't make myself be home early on a friday night. what's with that, anyway? i just feel so allergic to it.

i then decided to join some friends to the salsa club that i've been frequenting on friday nights. good thing the gang was there. and the guy, i'm-supposed-to-be-interested-on-but-don't-really-care-about, was also there. i was looking forward to dancing with him, but never got the chance. i've danced with three friends all night, that my right wrist is aching with the turns we are trying to get the hang on. my friends are really getting better at salsa though. that's why it's getting more fun. well, they are my classmates on the make-up class i had on friday nights. they are now my regular salsa buddies.

people here don't really stay out so late, compared to what we're used to in the philippines. i guess it's because taxi fares are just so high, and night buses are really rare. so, if you don't have a car, you better be home just before the last bus, or the last mrt.

hmm...i just realized that this whole blog has really no point. hehe.

"it's only to deny this loneliness that's tearing me apart"

chili chili crab

i just luvvv seafoods here in singapore.. chili crab, black pepper crab and cereal prawns... awww..heavenly! these dishes are a hit among locals and foreigners. that seafood restaurants are packed even on weeknights. you could even get crabs imported from sri lanka.. which you could really describe as C-R-A-B. hehe.

but i couldn't afford to buy myself this kind of dinner yet, as prices just get over the roof. maybe when i pay for my own, i'd see '$$$$' and not really enjoy the meal. but i say, it's really worth it.. i just don't have the luxury yet for such meals. good thing though, i still get to eat 'em occasionally.. pag may manglilibre! and tonite's one of those lucky nights!

now.. i'm really so stuffed that i can't sleep. i've already tossed all my worries on loosing weight. they're not worth it when chili crab is served on your plate :p

*burp*.... oh crab!