colin firth

i just had a funny, sexy dream last night that left a smile on my face even when i woke up the following morning. The funny part was that i dreamt about Colin Firth! i rarely take big handsome actors in my dreams (like i take them home). But then, Colin Firth?

It's funny coz i don't think about him as often as i think about someone like brad pitt (though i'ved liked him less after the jen-brad-angelina thing), or george clooney (still my favorite). Well, i admit Colin Firth is sexy in a very endearing kind of way. don't you think? If not, you must haven't seen him on the bridget jone's diary! :D but rhim being in my dream is not the sexy part yet.

So, in my dream he had me engrossed in some conversation. Then i realized i wasn't so attentive with what he was talking about coz i was just taken away by the sexy british accent. The next thing i knew, we were in his room already and he was talking about his underwear. He tells me in this really sexy and innocent way how comfortable he is with boxers as compared with briefs. all of a sudden i was wondering how did our conversation ever lead to this? i couldn't recall but i surely wasn't complaining. :D

My attention definitely got quipped as he showed me one by one his "unused" black boxers ( which by then i was already holding my breath and then was gasping for air after) HEHEHEHE. Like what he
was doing wasn't torture enough, he told me he wasn't wearing one (boxers, that is) and gave me a peek of the black briefs that he was wearing. that got me totally speechless and all i could think of
after was 'what a sexy bum!'. HEHEHE..

i was curious what would have happened next, but the spoiler already came. the sun was then up and shining and my body clock ticked for me to get up. i still stayed in my bed for another thirty minutes since funny and sexy dreams are rare when you sleep exhausted from a day's work. i just had to linger on and think about my dream. the smile on my face just won't go away.

i still can't believe that i just dreamt about colin firth and his boxers. :D

an hour at daydream-land

my pc suddenly crashed for the longest time this morning which became a good thing, since i get the chance to go to my daydream-land. as i patiently tried to close every application as to not to loose any "important" data that i was "working" on, my mind also lazily travelled to a quick view of the future i'd love to see myself into.

however, i won't be spilling anything about what my daydream-land looks like. i just think that if i spill it here, people reading might want to gag :D .. but that's besides the point. what i want to relay is, ever since i started to work here in singapore, i get to have bigger chances to realize my small dreams that i've always considered as some fancy thoughts before. these things are what i've always wanted to do but never had the chance because i was too afraid to take the risk then. now, in a probably a year or two..these small dreams might be feasible already, for finally, i've figured out little steps to make them real or close to real. that is if luck is on my side. Well, the ingredient for luck would be a job during my planned years of stay here, a deep sense of being financially responsible (Hmm..now that sounds heavy!) and of coirse, tons of prayers. But nonetheless, i'm just really excited just thinking if everything would just go as planned.

The new thing here is, these things that i'm wishing/hoping/praying to achieve are the things that keeps me going these days. Thinking about them (aside of course from my family and friends who always maintain to be my inspiration) gives me the drive to work harder. That, I've never felt before and i've never felt this way about myself - to dream, and be inspired. it feels great!

"ain't no mountain high enough"

gong xi fa cai

sometimes i feel like i'm starting to understand mandarin when my officemates speaks to each other. i can almost get their jokes and manage to produce a self-consious chuckle among their laughter.

nah. i am just kidding myself each time i think about that. i'm totally at lost when they speak to each other. at first, all i hear was noise. but after hearing mandarin for about two months, and almost everyday at that, my ears seems to start forming words. although, the words still don't make sense to me, i say it's quite a progress. i've never learned mandarin anyway (except for the classes i had in
secondary school which i've totally forgotten).

today, my officemates, who are mostly from china, are busy decorating the office because chinese new year is approaching. to get a hang of the celebration, i try to help out in the decorating. Happiness, Wealth and Luck for everyone is the center of this celebration. That isn't a well-researched observation though since i just asked for the meaning of all the chinese characters posted on the decorations.

I may not be celebrating this festive event the way the chinese do, but i would like to share what they wish for everyone as they start the year.

So, happy chinese new year! Cheers!