twas in the stars

i don't really believe in astrology. but sometimes, when what you read gets coincidental with what's currently happening in your life, it becomes a source of harmless fun.

so much has been going on lately (thus the silence in my blog-dom), that i really do not know how to start writing about it. and like as if the stars have planned it (okay, for astrology's sake), i came across the astrology section of yahoo on love and relationships for the month of may (first time i've done this), it seems that what i've been meaning to write has already been written for me. (pag inlove ba naman, i-link lahat sa stars, sa numbers, sa nature, sa weather para lang ma explain ang di ma explain.. hehehe)

Piscean's Monthly Love for May, 2007

"As the month begins on the 1st and 2nd, you are at a major turning point romantically. Are you really getting to know yourself so that you can own your own insecurities and not project them onto another person? Are you gaining a better understanding of what you need and what you can't stand in a relationship with somebody else? Are you just plain more comfortable? That sounds great. Keep working on it all month long. By the 6th and 7th, you've got a much clearer vision of what's happening, and this allows you to deal with problems much more effectively. The 11th, you have a really fantastic, absolutely romantic day. Enjoy it -- after all, you've done a lot of hard emotional work to get here. By the 15th, you're going to have the opportunity to accept the things for what they are rather than continue to imagine that they're the way you'd like them to be. Even if this is a little difficult, it's good for you. The 20th, if you want it -- or them -- go for it. By the 26th and 27th, it's time for you to really go for your desires. The 31st, you're at another turning point. Which way do you turn, sweet pea?"

well, i didn't really mind the dates cause they're most likely just picked at random. but the sequence of how things turned out was just plainly coincidental with what i was going through all month long - except of course on the part where how things will be concluded. right now, i'm very definite on which way i would turn :)

view from the 13th floor

singapore being just a flat surface, one can really see a wide horizon even if you're not on top of a sky rise building. my office is just on the 13th floor, and my director had the brilliant idea to keep wide window glasses to allow more natural light to come in. luckily, my cube is facing the window, and everytime i try to stand from my chair, i get to see this peaceful view outside. it makes you realize that this city is just simply clean (pollution free), very well-arranged and still is as bustling like any metropolitan.

usually, i take a few minutes off to enjoy the scenic beauty outside the office window. seeing the blue sky and the sun shining brightly over the city just makes me be thankful more about all the blessings we've enjoyed all through out our lives. i have this unexplainable renewed peace in my heart now. no more depressed, lonesome and near suicidal thoughts looming over. even on cloudy days like today, the mood never changes outside. cause just about the corner of the horizon, you can see the sun refusing to be defeated by the dark clouds. a glimpse of hope shines as the promise of a beautiful day lies ahead.