love song for me

love, can I be love
love, could I ever really be loved
love, if you ever find me
I wonder will you try me
I'm so different than before
love, the kind that I dream of
it starts right here inside of me love
love, if you ever find me
I wonder will you try me
I'm so different than before
love I am so different than before
love I am so different...
love, where are you waiting
in dark and smoky rooms
I hear you singing to me
love, let my voice take you
and the songs we'd make
would be so different than before
oh yes my love, if you ever find me
then I ask you try me
I'm so different than before
love I am so different than before
love I am so different...

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LOVE - by Rosey. This is a song from the Bridget Jone's Diary OST.
when the possibility of love tried to knock on my door, i was struggling if i should open it and embrace love with all the longing in my heart or i could just keep it shut and move on with my life like i never heard the knockings at all.
i am such a coward. so i chose to be deaf about it all.
indeed i'm afraid for the endless possibilities of falling in love and yet i continue to hopelessly search for it. what a futile feat that is!
what's happened with me? what have i become?
i guess it is because i am in the stage in my life where i am still trying to sort things that i think are more important. but isn't it also important to open the chances of finding the one that you could spend the rest of your life with?