i was really supposed to be tired last night after having attended the dedication day of the christian life program at st. peter's and paul church organized by sfc-singapore. i stayed on a bit much later than i expected to. after the event, some friends gathered at starbucks for late night coffee, which is usually a bad idea if you do try to get some coffee. i opted for a green tea latte then, which i wasn't quite sure if there was too much cream, or there was too little green tea in it. oh well, i didn't bother much of the drink as i was busy chitchatting, and laughing my heart out, while taking pictures (something that's really not to be missed when these people do hang out together). all in all, there wasn't really nothing to complain despite how late it was when we called it a night.
i arrived home thirty minutes past midnight. but only went to bed at almost two after my nightly routines (not the acrobatic kind), and checking my emails and catching up with friends at gtalk. i was supposed to be dead-tired the moment i laid down in bed. however, i did not get enough of the much-needed sleep. i think it took me lots of daydreaming before i finally dozed off, and i was awake wondering if i actually slept at all. the sun wasn't still up. my roommie's still asleep (she gets up at about 6 am), and i can't get back to sleep. darn!
was i really that restless yesterday when i've been keeping myself really busy at work? was it because i was more troubled yesterday than i was the day before? was it because of the green tea latte? was it? was it? oh heck.. i can't think of any better reason. i will just have to deal with the fact that i'm a caffeine-overdosed, walking zombie today here at work.
but today's gonna be better - cause there's really nowhere else for things to go but be better. right? well, that's some optimism there! i feel like this gallon of energy ready to burst and tonight, i'm hoping to finally find an outlet for that. i just wish some nathan petrelli would fly me off to never never land, or wherever he brought peter with him, before i bring out more chaos to myself. but i don't mind if it's going to be nathan himself, i so love his dirty, i-dont-care-about-the-world look at season 2. so intense. so luv it :D
i arrived home thirty minutes past midnight. but only went to bed at almost two after my nightly routines (not the acrobatic kind), and checking my emails and catching up with friends at gtalk. i was supposed to be dead-tired the moment i laid down in bed. however, i did not get enough of the much-needed sleep. i think it took me lots of daydreaming before i finally dozed off, and i was awake wondering if i actually slept at all. the sun wasn't still up. my roommie's still asleep (she gets up at about 6 am), and i can't get back to sleep. darn!
was i really that restless yesterday when i've been keeping myself really busy at work? was it because i was more troubled yesterday than i was the day before? was it because of the green tea latte? was it? was it? oh heck.. i can't think of any better reason. i will just have to deal with the fact that i'm a caffeine-overdosed, walking zombie today here at work.
but today's gonna be better - cause there's really nowhere else for things to go but be better. right? well, that's some optimism there! i feel like this gallon of energy ready to burst and tonight, i'm hoping to finally find an outlet for that. i just wish some nathan petrelli would fly me off to never never land, or wherever he brought peter with him, before i bring out more chaos to myself. but i don't mind if it's going to be nathan himself, i so love his dirty, i-dont-care-about-the-world look at season 2. so intense. so luv it :D
on another note, i think it's just a bit sad when there's so much that i would like to do, but i could not pick on a specific thing to start with. plus, all these talks about wedding plans (not mine), and relationship disasters (not mine either) are making me loose my balance despite them being seriously interesting topics. seriously. isn't there anything else we can care more about ? world peace perhaps?
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