fighting temptation

i was watching today's episode on PreacherInBlueJeans, and the talk was about fighting temptations. then i got to read one of the blogs i frequent to, and as if by chance, it was talking too, about temptations.

"tukso, layuan mo ako!"

i'm staying up so late feigning concentration with my work as i struggle not to think of you. from time to time, i steal glances to your direction. nakaka-distract ka! knowing you're just a few meters away, silent in your dark corner, doesn't help me with these thoughts i'm trying to fight back. it's been a long time since i've tasted your sweet satisfaction. i still have a vivid memory of how soft and warm you can get. i can only smile thinking about the pleasures only you can give. oh how you make my mind go crazy!

but no, i'm not giving in. i'm turning a deaf ear to what my body is telling me. i'm not grabbing a furuta chocolate tonight, or any chocolate for that matter. i'm on a diet. bakit nga ba ako nakaharap sa kitchen? makes me so darn hungry!