loosed ends

i am having a terrible headache.

it's because some things didn't work the way i wanted them to. and i had been so troubled about it the whole day that i totally lost my cool. i was already imagining throwing my monitor outside the window and banging my chair on the wall (yeah, i do have those tendencies).

instead, i let out my frustrations to my friends. it was a good thing. but, they are also mean. they just laughed at me and told me i am getting menopausal. it was just the worst thing i've ever heard. but on the other hand, i guess i needed that.

and no, i am not menopausal. i am just getting too stiff.

i need to loosen up a bit.