some dream

have you ever dreamt of yourself being old and grey?

Well, last weekend, i just had that dream. i really saw myself just that : old and grey. i could still even see the dress i wore on that dream. it was a floral long dress that usually worn by a hypie old woman in the movie and i was half sitting in the couch at a house that would be where i'd be retiring.

in the dream, a young girl was with me in the room, sitting near the couch. i could not identify this girl. could she be a grand daughter? but when she asked me a question that i was fearing most to happen. i knew she was not any grand daughter of mine.

girl : why haven't you got married?

i didn't see myself thinking long and hard for the answer to this. i simply said in the most natural way possible,

"the right one just didn't came along."

well, this dream is really overwhelming. that's why i still think about it till now.

i don't even think of myself as someone who waits for the right one. but i wait for the right love, in the right time. i do not want to let a moment pass me by.

i hope this isn't some premonition of any sort. but what if it is going to happen? well, i couldn't help feel impressed at how well i said something that scares me now. there wasn't a hint of regret. i think that matters more.